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2006-06-07T08:33:57Z

all of these sites have different poetry on them. i update them occasionally. please check em out and lemme kno wut u think. even if its not all good, i need input to help me climb out of this hellish hole known as writer's block

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http://blog.myspace.com/perfectharmoni

The World's Gone Crazy

2006-06-07T07:51:29Z

There’s THC on my pen and I don’t remember how it got there
The things that we see and the people that we do
Are real no matter what the hell the world thinks
Because it’s gone crazy
Bob Marley at 4:20 on the radio
The lady’s driving away from us
Into the sunset in the West to the left
Maybe we should follow her
The world jacked us for our lighter and gave it back
That’s why it’s nuts
And then there’s the baby chickens
What’s the world coming to
When we think this crap is cute
Sucking on MY nipple
Holy Hell
Music rocks and the chicken baby eggs need to CRACK!

Harmoni © 2003-2006

Bad Day

2006-06-07T07:50:14Z

My fish died today
I’ve had a bad day
Of which I won’t go into
It involves me getting stranded
In Miami as a llama
I come home on the verge of tears
From frustration
And what the f*ck do you know
I bite my tongue
I burst into tears from the pain
Not only that
But why me? Godd*mnit hasn’t enough
Happened to me
Why couldn’t I bite my tongue on a good day
And then my fish died today
I wonder what’ll happen tomorrow

Harmoni © 2000-2006

Proficiently Dreary

2006-06-07T07:49:17Z

The rationale of my cataract flagrancy
Is almost as homologous as
My proficient dreariness
The placebo that I regurgitated 5 minutes ago
Has gone kaput
And my meticulously vulnerable taboo of a reputation
Has gone out the door
As you can see by the white bunnies
And personified inanimate objects
I have gone crazy
More nuts than you
And even the sanest of the sane
Can’t turn me back
The baby crawling on the ceiling
Isn’t as bad as the babies I might encounter
Turning these pages
Words that need to be said
Need to be sung
But they must be translated
And Ari’s words of inspiration will be near completion

Harmoni © 2003-2006

Most Beautiful Woman

2006-06-07T07:47:49Z

Rub my back and caress my face
Zone out while I smoke a cigarette
We were buddies and then it stopped
Now you’re taking forever and I’m waiting

The hot dyke behind the counter
Can’t compare to you
You play with your lipstick and
I’ll just watch while I
Plot to get you back

Zoning out on the food and the bladeless fan
With the hot dyke cleaning the booth behind mine

How am I going to get you back
A literal baby bouquet of orange roses
Wrapped in yellow paper
Laying on brown soil and tied with hay crap

Yeah, that’ll be cute
Maybe I’ll get you back as more than a friend
Maybe even more than a lover
All with a bouquet of baby roses

OR JUST FRIENDS

Harmoni © 2003-2006

Java Bird

2006-06-07T07:46:49Z

As the branch on the fake tree
Next to the chair in the coffee house
Twitched I jumped
Maybe a leaf fell no it’s fake
Nevermind keep reading
It must be the coffee again
Damnit! What was that?
Oh how cute a bird
Wait how’d he get inside?
Maybe it’s just staring at me
Ok touch it but first let it sense me
Not a twitch but his eye
Ok I’ll pick it up, how do you pick up a wild bird?
Ok it’s finger trained
Ma’am there’s a bird in your shop
Cup it in my hand, doesn’t bite
Take it on a tree, won’t get off my finger
Go back, keep reading
And the Java Bird is gone

Harmoni © 2003-2006

Incongruous in a World of Sheep

2006-06-07T07:45:35Z

I coruscate through all the bullshit.
The visage of the world is multifarious;
Everyone is really lackadaisical.
The risible fops are always querulous;
Conformity fills the air, I can’t breath.
I obviate the glowers and sedulously remain nomadic;
I deride the flocks and exact the gourmands.
It’s all so ineffable;
I’d like to think it portends a soporific world.
It can only get better from here;
Faith is the sister of justice and everything is mercurial.
I accede that they are venial;
But for the time I’m at the conclusion
That conformity’s parsimonious. Unconvivially hobnobbing
So they seem munificent.
But in the end it’s always me
That fortuitously foments it all.
Unfortunately, I’m the drama queen.
How small is the earth who looks from heaven and I’m in hell

Harmoni © 2003-2006

Repetition

2006-06-07T07:43:18Z

Start from scratch over and over
Say you’ll stop but you don’t
The depression that builds up every few times
It all adds up
You faint and try to die
It’s so much better to cry not choking on your tears
A story can be stopped as so can a life
Anywhere
All through the years
Through the months
The weeks
Days
All through the hours
Through the minutes
The seconds
Time
Start from scratch over and over
Say you’ll stop but you don’t

Harmoni © 1998-2006

Nobody's

2006-06-07T07:41:29Z

You used to hold me all the time
Now you won’t even touch her
You told me everything
Now you lie to her
When did you change
When did she become so hideous?
I loved you
We cared
Now you’re a stranger
Who doesn’t even deserve the time of day
I’d rather sleep in the arms of a man
And I never want to look you in your eyes again
I can rest without you
And you’ll have to learn to live without me
Don’t touch me, your skin is cold to the touch
If your love is abuse
I’d rather have my face bashed in
You made a promise and I’m breaking it

Harmoni © 2003-2006

Fame

2006-06-07T01:19:39Z

I’m most vulnerable when I sleep
I’ll die and leave
I don’t know what to believe
What I’ve been told or what I’ve seen
How can you say you don’t love me
I know you do you can’t hide
Your time’s almost up your one minute
Your fifteen minutes almost gone
You’ve time to change your mind you need to choose
My rough exploded black heart mended a thousand times
With pieces falling from the bandaged spiral
The wet green triangle that’s slipping from its spiral
Know the truth and accept it
You don’t have reason to be frightened

Harmoni © 1997-2006

Grand Pleasant Surprise

2006-06-07T01:16:46Z

She’s been trying to brush it off but at the last minute
She got her hopes up
Deep down though she knows she’s in for his game
She thinks she’s in love
I’ve been waiting, teased and taunted
With flattering words and stories in need of sympathy
I think I’m in love
I went to see a creep so did she
I came back with a new brother and a forbidden love
And she came back with two sons she always wanted
And only just now met
I guess it was Fate
Excited only to be disappointed
But then a grand pleasant surprise

Harmoni © 2000-2006

Honest Liar

2006-06-07T01:15:28Z

I wish I weren’t so honest
Mom asked me How do I look
Do I look ok? Ha! No…horribly unfinished
She asked me to lie to her
I could look better than you anyday
She grounded me for a week
I walked into a ladies dressing room
There was a woman modeling to her reflection
A horrible fuscia blouse and a chartreuse mini skirt
Since you’re obviously colorblind would you like help shopping
She went back into the stall lip quivering holding back tears
If I could lie honestly I would still be cruel
A beautiful drag would ask me how do I look
Do I look fine? Ha! No…but like a man

Harmoni © 2000-2006

Suicide

2006-06-07T01:14:35Z

The truth is a lie and the lie is a fantasy
The fantasy is a hell and the hell is a heaven
Confused yet intelligent
Nonsense that makes sense
The baseball player hit the bat
That eats the fruit that killed itself
Some of us deny it
Some of us don’t know it
Some of us are proud of it
And others just don’t care
We’re all depressed freaks
On a sad, sad world
So easily amused
And nowhere to go

Harmoni © 1999-2006

Codependent

2006-06-07T01:12:46Z

My desperation is my weakness as is my beauty
The way I befriend people ends with my broken heart
And when I jump for something I get no support
Not even from myself
I want one but can’t tell if it’s mutual
Words mean nothing when it comes to love
But everything when they’re said in desperation
I think I’ll try words again and I know she’ll know
That if said correctly
They won’t be in a Devil-may-care stupor

Harmoni © 2003-2006

Angel

2006-06-07T01:10:02Z

I want to fall asleep with your hand on my heart
And I want to awake with your eyes upon mine
Let me rest in your arms and let me hold you in mine
I need to feel you next to me and have your skin touching mine
I want to breathe your breath because you stole mine
I need your love and I’m sure you need mine
Touch me, hold me, squeeze me, love me, hug me, kiss me,
Trust me, caress me, befriend me, listen to me, talk to me
I’ll do the same and more

Harmoni © 2003-2006

Lessons

2006-06-07T01:06:24Z

I have learned where the bum crying on the streets has been
I have learned that the clown in the circus isn’t really evil
I have learned that the wealthy man with his nose in the air is more than evil
And I have learned that the pain will only make me stronger

Harmoni © 2000-2006