| The World's Gone Crazy |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|12:51 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | couch | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  stressed | ] |
There’s THC on my pen and I don’t remember how it got there
The things that we see and the people that we do
Are real no matter what the hell the world thinks
Because it’s gone crazy
Bob Marley at 4:20 on the radio
The lady’s driving away from us
Into the sunset in the West to the left
Maybe we should follow her
The world jacked us for our lighter and gave it back
That’s why it’s nuts
And then there’s the baby chickens
What’s the world coming to
When we think this crap is cute
Sucking on MY nipple
Holy Hell
Music rocks and the chicken baby eggs need to CRACK!
Harmoni © 2003-2006 |
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| Bad Day |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|12:49 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | couch | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | irritated | ] |
My fish died today
I’ve had a bad day
Of which I won’t go into
It involves me getting stranded
In Miami as a llama
I come home on the verge of tears
From frustration
And what the f*ck do you know
I bite my tongue
I burst into tears from the pain
Not only that
But why me? Godd*mnit hasn’t enough
Happened to me
Why couldn’t I bite my tongue on a good day
And then my fish died today
I wonder what’ll happen tomorrow
Harmoni © 2000-2006 |
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| Proficiently Dreary |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|12:48 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | couch | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
The rationale of my cataract flagrancy
Is almost as homologous as
My proficient dreariness
The placebo that I regurgitated 5 minutes ago
Has gone kaput
And my meticulously vulnerable taboo of a reputation
Has gone out the door
As you can see by the white bunnies
And personified inanimate objects
I have gone crazy
More nuts than you
And even the sanest of the sane
Can’t turn me back
The baby crawling on the ceiling
Isn’t as bad as the babies I might encounter
Turning these pages
Words that need to be said
Need to be sung
But they must be translated
And Ari’s words of inspiration will be near completion
Harmoni © 2003-2006 |
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| Most Beautiful Woman |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|12:47 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | couch | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hot | ] |
Rub my back and caress my face
Zone out while I smoke a cigarette
We were buddies and then it stopped
Now you’re taking forever and I’m waiting
The hot dyke behind the counter
Can’t compare to you
You play with your lipstick and
I’ll just watch while I
Plot to get you back
Zoning out on the food and the bladeless fan
With the hot dyke cleaning the booth behind mine
How am I going to get you back
A literal baby bouquet of orange roses
Wrapped in yellow paper
Laying on brown soil and tied with hay crap
Yeah, that’ll be cute
Maybe I’ll get you back as more than a friend
Maybe even more than a lover
All with a bouquet of baby roses
OR JUST FRIENDS
Harmoni © 2003-2006 |
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| Java Bird |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|12:46 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | couch | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
As the branch on the fake tree
Next to the chair in the coffee house
Twitched I jumped
Maybe a leaf fell no it’s fake
Nevermind keep reading
It must be the coffee again
Damnit! What was that?
Oh how cute a bird
Wait how’d he get inside?
Maybe it’s just staring at me
Ok touch it but first let it sense me
Not a twitch but his eye
Ok I’ll pick it up, how do you pick up a wild bird?
Ok it’s finger trained
Ma’am there’s a bird in your shop
Cup it in my hand, doesn’t bite
Take it on a tree, won’t get off my finger
Go back, keep reading
And the Java Bird is gone
Harmoni © 2003-2006 |
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| Incongruous in a World of Sheep |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|12:44 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | couch | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | cynical | ] |
I coruscate through all the bullshit.
The visage of the world is multifarious;
Everyone is really lackadaisical.
The risible fops are always querulous;
Conformity fills the air, I can’t breath.
I obviate the glowers and sedulously remain nomadic;
I deride the flocks and exact the gourmands.
It’s all so ineffable;
I’d like to think it portends a soporific world.
It can only get better from here;
Faith is the sister of justice and everything is mercurial.
I accede that they are venial;
But for the time I’m at the conclusion
That conformity’s parsimonious. Unconvivially hobnobbing
So they seem munificent.
But in the end it’s always me
That fortuitously foments it all.
Unfortunately, I’m the drama queen.
How small is the earth who looks from heaven and I’m in hell
Harmoni © 2003-2006 |
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| Repetition |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|12:42 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | couch | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
Start from scratch over and over
Say you’ll stop but you don’t
The depression that builds up every few times
It all adds up
You faint and try to die
It’s so much better to cry not choking on your tears
A story can be stopped as so can a life
Anywhere
All through the years
Through the months
The weeks
Days
All through the hours
Through the minutes
The seconds
Time
Start from scratch over and over
Say you’ll stop but you don’t
Harmoni © 1998-2006 |
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| Nobody's |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|12:38 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | couch | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
You used to hold me all the time
Now you won’t even touch her
You told me everything
Now you lie to her
When did you change
When did she become so hideous?
I loved you
We cared
Now you’re a stranger
Who doesn’t even deserve the time of day
I’d rather sleep in the arms of a man
And I never want to look you in your eyes again
I can rest without you
And you’ll have to learn to live without me
Don’t touch me, your skin is cold to the touch
If your love is abuse
I’d rather have my face bashed in
You made a promise and I’m breaking it
Harmoni © 2003-2006 |
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| Stuck |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|06:41 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | curious | ] |
He woke up stuck
He knew he had to decide
The light shining so precariously
The box filled with the neverending blackness
Or the life he supposedly lived
He’d be happy in the light
So warmly welcoming
He’d be forgotten in the box
Condemned to darkness
Or he could unsuccessfully try to be heard
In the life he shouldn’t have been forced out of
He knew he’d have to make a decision
Or he’d have to spend an eternity in between
Regretting his decision not to make a decision
Stuck forever
Harmoni © 2001-2006 |
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| Before Lucifer |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|06:40 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | annoyed | ] |
I miss my abode
Before the shattered glass
Before the war
When it was actually humble
Before Satan
When there was Mary
And her two blessed daughters
Even with the madness
It was still ours
Then the fires of hell
Came to earth
Harmoni © 2003-2006 |
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| Future |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|06:40 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
Looking at you
I see us making love
Talking to you
I fall harder every word
Every morning is
A new self realization
Because everyday your glow gets brighter
Your light engulfs me
You are too confident
For my own good
And I think we should see
Where we can go
Harmoni © 2003-2006 |
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| Homeless |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|06:39 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell
You must ask what you really want
People going back and forth across the doorsill
It’s round and open
It’s a long way home when you haven’t one
Some nights home is right around the corner
Where I lay my head
Other nights you’re putting your pride aside
And hustling people for money, a place to stay, even food
Losing all your friends
Only in the end to find them again after they’ve gone
Now, money, place, and food isn’t a problem
Harmoni © 2003-2006 |
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| Joy |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|06:37 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nostalgic | ] |
Never still yet always quiet
Never sleeping yet always resting
Always happy and never sad
Always loving and never unloved
Keeping strong and being innocently oblivious
Accepting joy and giving more
Let me hold you in my arms and reassure you
That everything will be okay
Let me care for you til I can no longer
Please be in my life forever and I’ll do the same
Forgive me for all the wrong and praise me for all that’s good
I’ll protect you, watch over you, and love you.
Harmoni © 2003-2006 |
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| Fame |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|06:35 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | nostalgic | ] |
I’m most vulnerable when I sleep
I’ll die and leave
I don’t know what to believe
What I’ve been told or what I’ve seen
How can you say you don’t love me
I know you do you can’t hide
Your time’s almost up your one minute
Your fifteen minutes almost gone
You’ve time to change your mind you need to choose
My rough exploded black heart mended a thousand times
With pieces falling from the bandaged spiral
The wet green triangle that’s slipping from its spiral
Know the truth and accept it
You don’t have reason to be frightened
Harmoni © 1997-2006 |
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| Stubborn |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|06:34 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | stressed | ] |
She doesn’t know what she does to me
Tortures me
She doesn’t know what it’s like
To have your mind played with
I know she loved me
But she’s too stubborn to admit she still does
I know he knows I still love her
As I sit here
Listening to all the different voices
Some talking, others crying
I almost die
But the thought of you keeps me alive
Harmoni © 2003-2006 |
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| Penis Envy |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|06:28 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
I’m rubbing your head for luck and jerking you off for fame
Your lips are full and your eyes captivating
Hold me in your eyes and capture me with your voice
Seeing your words make me feel happy
And looking at your face makes me better
I want a man but need a woman or is it the other
I think about it and let my mind wander
I’ll hold you and won’t f*ck up
If you let me read your heart and send me flying from ecstasy
I’ve never shared but have always hidden
I’ve never met you but like to think I know you
I can only wait for 9 days to pass
I need a man but want a woman and only desire you
Harmoni © 1999-2006 |
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| Americanized |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|06:26 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | disappointed | ] |
Ronald Reagan has succeeded in making
Our country the melting pot it is today.
Our beautiful cultures have dissipated into one another.
Like a bad recipe,
Our traditions have cancelled each other out
And created an Americanized holiday here,
Fucked up streets there, and segregated people everywhere.
Even in the streets of the 21st century,
One culture is fighting another.
I guess the punishment for not joining the melting pot
Is starvation and illness.
So which is it?
Still believing in something and suffering
Or fighting for a lost cause and dying?
Harmoni © 2003-2006 |
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| Grand Pleasant Surprise |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|06:15 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | thankful | ] |
She’s been trying to brush it off but at the last minute
She got her hopes up
Deep down though she knows she’s in for his game
She thinks she’s in love
I’ve been waiting, teased and taunted
With flattering words and stories in need of sympathy
I think I’m in love
I went to see a creep so did she
I came back with a new brother and a forbidden love
And she came back with two sons she always wanted
And only just now met
I guess it was Fate
Excited only to be disappointed
But then a grand pleasant surprise
Harmoni © 2000-2006 |
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| Honest Liar |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|06:14 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  devious | ] |
I wish I weren’t so honest
Mom asked me How do I look
Do I look ok? Ha! No…horribly unfinished
She asked me to lie to her
I could look better than you anyday
She grounded me for a week
I walked into a ladies dressing room
There was a woman modeling to her reflection
A horrible fuscia blouse and a chartreuse mini skirt
Since you’re obviously colorblind would you like help shopping
She went back into the stall lip quivering holding back tears
If I could lie honestly I would still be cruel
A beautiful drag would ask me how do I look
Do I look fine? Ha! No…but like a man
Harmoni © 2000-2006 |
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